Feelings

Oh no...

Not again.

It's happening.

I'm getting that feeling

That feeling only I can feel.

That feeling where I long to be there.

I see you, but I can't be with you.

To comfort myself,

I tell myself that you're not the only one.

I'm a part of something, too.

I see all of you in your uniforms

And the green monster doesn't fade

Then I compare it with mine

The sad thing is

You don't know anybody I know

But I know everybody you know

Which makes it ten time worse.

This hurts.

Physically.

A wrenching gut.

A breaking heart.

Be there to comfort me

Even though I know you can't.

Goodbye.

For now.